Shade Of Everything's Okay

by 12 Main

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As I lay here thinking on this hospital bed
I'll write these words left unsaid
So you don't decifer my head

I think the blood loss has affected my brain
But now I feel less insane
I still remember your names

And to be honest I did not see the light
And I didn't put up a fight
This time it won't end up alright

Unlike their words the puncture runs much too deep
I guess my lungs can't compete
I know this mountain's too steep

So burn away my bones and skin
and hope i'll never cross your mind again
just let me fade away into a shade
Of black and white and everything's okay

If I thought to myself that I'm finally set free
No need for self-therapy
How fucked could I actually be?

It seems this smile has been set to decline
Laugh to myself til im blind
Let my breath wane and unwind

And so discouraged as I finally weep
Play my life back on repeat
As I accept my defeat

To the best friends that I actually had
and family that might be sad
I wrote this down cause I'm glad

So take what's mine with every single thing I leave behind
And mask the pain with every memory of yesterday


released May 20, 2014
Vocals/Guitar - Jeremy Farkas
Vocals/ Guitar - Ryan Culligan
Production - 12 Main
Engineering/Mixing/Mastering - Reid Ploss



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